Loneliness

This loneliness swallows me.

I try to gulp away the tears and the bitter vaccuum of standing alone.

Where are you?

Where do I find you?

I’m sick and pale of this emotion this feeling eating me up.

I long for that green pasture.

Could it be in the secret and quite place I can find you?

Could it be when I open that sweet, sweet letter you gave I find you?

Where are you?

I need you.

I need you in every second.

I make mistakes and don’t know why I do things I do.

I say things I say.

Meaningless are those uttered words I utter when I am alone of the face of the world.

I am in pain.

I need you, I want you.

How long must I wait to have a grasp of your secure hand?

I’m not even sure if I deserve you.

All I know is that you love me, and that’s enough for me.

Be with me, let me feel you…

All I need to know is there is someone out there.

I give room for that and this faith is the bridge.

I go on and cross it, not knowing you already did.

Thanks.