21.1.11

Private Life.

Hi!


I’m back! Since, last year (how weird it is to say that), December 31, 2010, I haven’t been posting due to business and loss of words to write. I am back to say that I have survived the first challenges that life has greeted me, this first month of the year. How grateful I am for that! I made it through, through God’s grace of course. J I’ve been entertaining myself in playing pin ball and writing stories and writing diary entries. It’s fun! It’s fun to release outbursts of the soul, releasing it through my fingers when my mouth doesn’t seem to serve me nicely like the way it does before flawlessly letting out the right word and unfortunately not all the time the right time. But nevertheless the right word goes out. But now, because of my fondness and the company of silence, I have embraced the private life. The hidden private life, which only God knows and understands. How grateful I am for that, that God, that someone bigger than me holds me and will never let me go. With only God knowing how you feel and what you think, even with trust the fear of betrayal and ridicule of other people doesn’t burden you no more. It’s touching that He touches you to release it and share it at the right time giving us the right people to release it through. The right person to hear has not come yet for me, but I wait in anticipation. He truly is Jehovah-Jireh, the God who provides.

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